The Drama Summer

Dear Summer,
I hate to write this to you in a letter, but I just can't bring myself to tell you in person. We've had a great couple of months. I'll never forget the random house parties, Warped Tour, trips to the beach, late night dinners, watching MTV, concerts, catching fireflies, and going out for ice cream. They are some of my most treasured memories.

But, I've meet someone new. His name is Autumn. We really want to be together, but he says we can't until it is absolutely ended between you and I. While you are ridiculously hot, Autumn is cool. I think I might love him.

Please, can you let us be together? I still want to be friends, but I'll need a lot of time apart. Maybe we can hang out again next year?

I hope you understand. It's just that I'm through with you, please let me move on. I know it's hard to let go, but you need to.

amare,
amber lynn

Love Never Wanted Me

Oh, what's this, a feeling sorry for myself post? Yes, yes it is.

I am single. I don't mind this. I like being single. My best friend has a boyfriend. Her boyfriend's best friend has a girlfriend. My roommate is getting married in October. My other roommate just started seeing someone. I am hopelessly single.

Typically, this doesn't bother me. Dillon and Aaron and I hang out all the time. It's not even weird that I'm with a couple. But, this weekend I actually have a lot of free time from work. I tried to makes plans with everyone, but they have there little couples things.

I know I just need to wait, I'll find that guy, blah blah... I just want to hang out with my friends without them feeling like, "Oh, we need to hang out with Amber, she's alone."

*sigh*

Yet, I will march on, because I'm the perky happy one!